HELLO THERE WORLD! IT IS I, HAINE!

Ok, so i know I REALLY haven't been updating my blog AT ALL so I'm going to try to pay a little more attention to it, I guess I'll post pictures of all my new favorite bands, cuz they're amazing! and maybe random stuff.... so yea! look out for a bunch of posts coming soon! XD

i HAVE A QUESTION!

does anyboidy actually read this? will anyone EVER read this? I don't really think so, so if you do happen to read this, leave a comment saying: I READ THIS! SO I'M A SUPER DUPER AWSOMENEES COOKIE! and then make a random comment about constipated cows, because I seem to be talking them a lot lately, and it's very fun to hear the randomness peoplecome up with! :D
:gl...
I almost wrote glomp like i was on my DA account, but I'm too lazy to erase it even thought it would take less time to erase it than it would to explain why I'm NOT erasing it... :D
anyways, comment for me please! XD

yay! I got my other CD! I'm so happy! :D
I'm listening to it now, there were some songs that I'd nv heard before! oh, well, i know them now! :D lalalalalalala! ^^
buh-bye! :D

Gutten Nacht

I have no clue if i spelled that right, but what ever, I don't really care.
Ok, so i haven't updated this blog in forever, I just kinda forgot about it. But yea, there isn't really anything good to say right now, because I found out about 5 hours ago that one of my best friends in the hospital. Why? you might ask. Well, because one of her brilliant relatives wanted to text her boyfriend while driving and rear-ended someone and then they got rear-ended as well. My friend had her seatbelt on, but she still got jerked forward getting her face slammed into one of those TV's that they have on the back of the car's seat. When her mom came over to ask my mom for advice on what to do about the surgery she needs on her teeth she showed us a picture of what the TV did to her mouth. It was terrible! She had a swollen bruised and swollen lip, I couldn't really tell but it looked like she had some chipped teeth, and part of her gums had been ripped off, exposing the upper bone of her teeth. My mom (who is an orthodontist, which is someone who specializes in oral surgery) said my friend might need some surgery, but couldn't tell just from the picture. But my friend wasn't even in the state when she got into the car crash, so he mom didn't know which dentist to call, since the one's she'd tried so far wouldn't except her because she wasn't already a patient. So, yea, my day has been just great! 8that was said with sarcasm*

Oh, I also ordered another CD, Zimmer 483, I'm excited to get it in about a week. This time I'll check the mail box and the packages, because the last time i just kind of failed...
Wow, this has been a long update... but what ever

Gone, Gone, Gone

I didn't update this the day it happened, but in case anyone actually happenes to care, my grandfather died I think last week, if you want to know more about it, read the previous post.
HaineSolo( I decided to sign the bottom of this post for no particualr reason)

OH MEIN GOTT!

sorry, random German sentence in the title
anyways, it's almost the end of the school year, I'll finally be in high school (yay! I'm super special!)
even though there's only two weeks left we have so much work to do right now. I think I have about 5 essays i need to do, plus presentations for all of them, and I have to write a scary story because I was supposed to have turned iut in almost a month ago, but I was being lazy and didn't have the energy to finish my already 10 pg long story, which is not short, and my teacher will not be pleased that she has to read it, caue i still haven't finished it and it's gonna be almost 30 pages long after i'm done with it!
AND! i drew an absolutley ah-mah-zeeng! picture of Bill Kaulitz this weekend at my dad's house(which I will post l8r, as soon as I figure out how to get my scanner working again) cause I was bored cause i brilliantly 4got to bring books w/ me. I'm not allowed to be in my mom's town(which is where all my friends live) when I'm my dad's house because my dad hates the place and my mom(he thinks she's is completely insane, which I don't blame him, because i kind of do too) and my dad's weird like that. Plus I have no friends in down town SD, so instead i got to demolite a wall in my dad's shop( me + hammer = bad things, but my dad is weird and let me maniacally tear down the wall with this huge sledgehammer thing, then I had to clean up the mess). oh! And guess what?! yesterday was ALSo absolutely amazing for me(at least until the end of the day) I was in a really good mood at school because, well i 4got why. i seem to be having problems w/ that lately, like sometimes I can't seem to remember what I was doing earlier in the day, which is strange, because i normally remember everything, so I keep freaking myself out when I can';t remember what i was doing five minuytes earlier. But anyways, back to why my day was good. I was happy because i had been anticipating Monday begining because the Tokio Hotel homepage would be back up, and i really wanted to see the page, and it was even better because my egg baby for family education in school survived through the weekend and i felt super special, mainly because the oother three eggs I had fell, got sat on, or cracked it's head open on another egg (yes, I know, I am a terrible mother). So it was all good, at least until about 8 pm when we had dinner and my parents said we were going to go say goodbye to my grandfather for what was probably going to be the last time. My mom said he probably wouldn't last it through this week, he can't even talk now. I didn't know him that well, but I do know my Aunt, and seeing her cry made me really sad. That ruined my entire week, no, I take it back, it's GOING to ruin the rest of my week (since I only found it out Monday evening, and it is now Tuesday). I already seem to be getting strangely cranky for no reason, I got one of my friends mad at me, but she doesn't know anything about my grandfather, and she doesn't need to, because it doesn't make that i upset her right. Another thing I've noticed, in this past school year, there seem to have been an extreme amount of deaths in my family. I count seven, if I include our dogs, Maggie, who died of a tumor, and Mutley who we put down becuase he was so old he couldn't even move because he was in so much pain. It's a little depressing. I seem to have made it through the year, without freaking out and breaking down, so I'm good (plus, I don't think they really bother all that much, but that's just the way I am, I'm not the kind of person who WILL break down crying, although I did one time... but that was because of something else, and I wasn't sobbing, I just had tears streaking down my face because I was angry). I think everyong would would be a little weirded out if I suddenly broke down, because I never show anyone, or tell anyone, about the anything that upsets me, i just keep smiling, and no one SEEMS to notice. But, who knows, maybe someone will. Eventually.

UH-OH!!!!!

I got bad grades on my report card, and got my computer taken away, sorry!

I won't be able to write a lot on this computer anymore!  T.T

l8r g8rs

lol, later gaters, case  u can't read it ;P